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Friday, 26 February 2010

  • love, love is a verb
    love is a doing word
    fearless on my breath
    gentle impulsion

    I had a really lucid, awful dream about Dan cheating on me with an Indian woman he was going to India to study the tabla with.
    It was absolutely terrible.
    I spent the entire dream bawling my eyes out and woke up more exhausted than when I went to bed.
    I latched on to him like a thousand times because I just needed hugs, and he let me do it every time, but I couldn't tell him why.
    I am so paranoid.
    I need him.

    He's so far away from me right now.
    I can't sleep.

Monday, 04 January 2010

Friday, 11 December 2009

  • "you need to buff the suck off of that solo"

    BerliozBerliozBerliozBerlioz.

    I'm leaving for Michigan in one minute.
    Berlioz requiemmmmmm.
    All weekend with Dannnnn.
    =D

    BERLIOZBERLIOZBERLIOZBERLIOZ.
    (More importantly, not performed by Kent Stark. W00T.)

Sunday, 06 December 2009

  • gimme, gimme
    that thing called love

    I can't remember the last time I spent every moment of three days with somebody other than Aaron and didn't want to kill them by halfway through day two.
    He wasn't supposed to stay again last night, but we fell asleep in the middle of an episode of X-Files. At about 3:30, he woke me up in a panic because his drumset was still in mom's van and it was subzero outside. After a few minutes, he goes, "wait. Something else is wrong." Pause, and then we both started laughing because there was no way in Hell we were going to get up and get him home.

Wednesday, 02 December 2009

  • and she chose a yard to burn
    but the ground remembers her

    Self-hating episode is still going strong.
    More importantly, Stephanie is not at home right now.
    I have the house to myself.
    Unfortunately, I have to give it up to go practice with Sandy.
    I am not ready to  play the second movement of the damned Saint-Saens.

    I need to stop hating myself because I don't want Dan to run away.
    )=

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